Art of Nature

Diwali

       On 12 Nov 2012 was a day of hurry because the next day was Diwali and that’s why we have to purchase many things regarding this festival.  My father is suffering from leg pain so I and my sister decide to purchase eatables and goods which are necessary for this festival.  As I have been told before that I didn't do my work with responsibility same is true today.  It was the decision of my sister to go and purchase sweets and things regarding Diwali. Later I also agrees and goes with her because I think it is after all my responsibility to help her because she is my elder sister yet I know she don’t seems elder but still the truth is truth.  When I woke up today I have decided to do 15 -15 lesson plan of each teaching subject so that tomorrow I can revise the lesson but because of my lazyness I again delay it.  I have completed 13 lesson plan of English and I feel satisfied because today I am with my family and there is fear of lesson planning or future or fear of losing something.  Totally I can say today is the good day and I enjoy it and today I realize how much a family is necessary in our life.  But still inspite of having a good family good family member I feel empty, why I feel I don’t know?  I think it is because of my fear, fear to lose them.  Many time I feel can these people always live with me then the answer will comes NO.  One day they leave me I will remain alone and if they will not leave me then I will leave them. This means the truth is nothing is permanent.  Many people came in my life in past and many will come in future but throughout all these process I sometimes attach with those people whom I like and sometimes it feels bad when they leave us but it is the truth and we have to accept to and as soon as we accept it is become easy to relax our mind.
 I remembered those days when I was doning my graduation at that time my political science teacher Prof. Sunil Aggarwal very much inspires me and I get so much impressed with him that now I made him as my Role model but I really miss him very much I don’t know he miss me or not but I miss him very much.  Because he is not just a person for me, he is more than a person, he came to my life at that time when I am very much frustrated from my life because of my continuous failure in study and I have been abused by everyone that I have not done my work sincerely.
       Yes I know I had not done my work sincerely but there is something in me which always show me a path a path which is shown by Him a person who took Diwali in my life and I can't forget that person who took Diwali in my life who show a light in my life who is yet not with me but always with me in my memories in my expressions that one is Prof Sunil Aggrwal. And My father also always told me that only those wrestlers wins who have a stamana to wake up again and again and never tired to be beaten by some other wrestler,  he always told me just stay just keep standing again and again and NEVER GIVE UP.

Game of Mind

       On 11 Nov 2012 is a day of ordinary living like other days and I have not done anything special which give me satisfaction but still today I feel happy because today I read Osho and whenever I read him I feel a kind of pleasure because he is so much clear with his ideas and his point of view and he didn't care  anybody and was a great thinker and reformer who is a first person who told change your inner Nature not through supression but through acceptance and Understanding. As I am very much a emotional fool and many times I am in trouble because of it.  For a person like me Osho is like a new wave of light who show a new path.  But is it possible I ever been happy without any support.  Either it is Vivekanada or Osho or J Krishnamurti the truth that these philosophies are not followed by today's people.  Osho is most reformist type of thinker who didn't care for society who only follows the Nature and was so brave that he inspite of so much criticism in his life never leave his way of living and his philosophical point of view.
       But in today's topic I am not here talking about Osho or the great Philosophers rather today I am talking about the game of mind.   How clever the mind is actually it never want to die and it dies when there is not problem and thats why our mind created problems again and again.  I have remembered those days of my life when I was a child and I only cares for one thing that is pleasure.  I just want pleasure and nothing else.  And sometimes I have been badly beaten by my father because of my irrational way of living.  But it didn't matter to me at that time and only one thing matter at that time for me is to enjoy to play and to play everyday. But I knew I never hurt anybody even in my childhood neither physically nor mentally but if any one hurt me then I also hurt definitly it was my philosophy of life at that time but now I never want to hurt any one but Yes I have many desires which sometimes make me restless, I feel it is because of me.  And what is the difference between me and my mind I tried to understand it.  Some times I think that the answer of this question is very simple just like CAR and The DRIVER.  But sometimes I think why I am so much attach with the worldly people rather I know these people never remain with me everytime still I have a strong attachment with them still I don't able to detach myself with them.  Is it my ignorance or my attachment.  I have many kind of experiences of my life and these experiences told me not to follow anybody just be with yourself but still I am so much attach with these worldly relations and these relations creates trouble for me but I know if I want to detach myself from these people then I have to live with them.  Because if we really want to be disinterested type of person then one thing is required that is to live like lotus flower as it never get contact with the water in-spite it always live in water but water don't have any impact on it.
       But is it really a easy task that is the question???????........        

The Sun's Glory

        On 26 Nov I click this pics.  This day is not the ordinary because on 26 Nov is my birthday and 26 Nov there was also a tragedy happen I feel very bad about it because when ever I think of celebrating my birthday I recollected those scene in TV and because this incident I can't celibate my birthday so I feel really sorry to my friends but yes there is a hope arises when Kasab has been given capital punishment but the real wicked person is not Kasab it is our inner darkness our inner emptiness which took any person to the wrong path and make a wicked person. Today our society needs a sun who has a light of knowledge and wisdom which make us aware that we all are one and if we hurt others then actually we are hurting ourselves. 

Competition comes from Mind.

       Life seems very much in trouble these days.  I remembered those days when I was a child and the only thing which I think is just to enjoy, play and to be happy.  At that time life is like a  music and there is no kind of fear, no find of anxiety and no kind of tension.  I live in me and I was a happy child.  Through very much short things I enjoy, sometimes through collecting stones of various kind, sometimes collecting different kind of woods and wasteful things, I remember my mother always got angry with me because I collect many useless things in my pocket and when she wash my cloths she very much get angry with me.  But I didn't care and just collect it as if these things are very much important for me.
        And now I think how I get pleasure from these things, when I look at the sky I saw different kind of clouds and birds flying and it gave me a kind of pleasure as I can also fly one day may be it is impossible but I used to pretend as if I was a Superman and I was flying in the sky but all things are just day dreams of mine but these dreams are very sweet.
        Today when I am not a child, I am a young man of 23 years old I realized I have missed a golden age of my life when there is no tension no fear just pleasure.  But the dreams of a young man are also not different from day dreams.  They are also the same but now my interest is to fullfil my emptiness why I feel so much empty from my heart I don't know?  I tried to get the answer of this question but failed because I think it is not a subject of head(thinking) rather it is a subject of heart(feeling).  My heart feels so much empty and I want to share my emptiness with someone who can understand it but fears if he/she make fun of it or never understand it.  Sometimes I tried to find satisfaction through work but it never gives me not permanent satisfaction.  Another thing is that I don't have so much stable mind who can do a task continuously.  Many times a thought arise to show out my feelings but then afraid what people think about me, because today's world is a world of competition and here only those survive who complete, who are not emotional fools, whom we called without emotions just like a computer who only knows to do his/her work and just do it but sometimes there arises a fear if my emotions get me ruined to this competitive world then what would I do?  Who will save me?  How can I survive?  My parents never live with me all times.  Nor they support me every time but I know I need emotional support all times.  Yes my friends are very good they support me every time but they also don't support me everyday because they have their own life and work and when I look at the people who are very close to me I found one day they will leave me and If they will not leave me then I will leave them then I will again remain alone empty.  I feel afraid of my emptiness and tried to fulfil it through reading books, articles and through watching stories but their impact is very small and after sometime the same situation arises. 
        Many times I tried to read a spiritual books through which I got disinterestedness but it is not permanent after some period of time it comes again then I starts doing meditation but it was very difficult to sit in meditation on one or two hour because my mind is very much restless.  Actually it afraid of its own emptiness because it is nothing when I sit in meditation then there are many unfulfilled desires in my mind who don't allow me to sit in meditation.  These desires are so much strong that I can't sit more than 45 min.   And then there is also a fear of existence in today's world because in today's world our survival is very much difficult because of inflation because of race of life where every one want to be first and the best.  No I don't have any desire to be a greatest or best I just want enough to survive in this world and live a life of simplicity and try to detach myself from this worldly activity. Just this is my desire nothing more.  May be there are some people who don't like my this kind of attitude because I am not so much friendly and not always so worm rather I am like a dry leaf.  

My absent-mindedness and Search for Existence

       From many days my learning capability decreased day by day and I don't know what is happening with me because it is totally a new experience for me.  From the beginning of 2012 and after joined B.ed course I have found that I can't able to remember even a simplest things, why it happen I know, it happens because of  business and my lack of capability to manage every task systematically.  Today, I realize how foolish I am.  The thing become more miserable mistakes.  If any one read it he can also find it in my this note.  I think I am very lazy and I am also irresponsible to my work.  I feel very over-confident and under-confident both side by side.  I sometimes find I am the Most foolish person of this world. And it is all because I am very absent minded person.  Sometimes my this kind of attitude create trouble not only for me but for others.  I am very selfish and I am not faithful because if a person who can't do his own work systematically and forget it many times then how can we accept from him that he will help others.  Same is with me because I don't have any responsible mind through which I can manage my task rather I also delays my work endlessly.  I don't have any good future.  I am the great loser of this world and I am the bad-est person of this world I am not a good son because I don't have done anything for my parents, I am just a burden on them, in fact I have no passion to do anything.  Life become misery for me because I have lost everything in my life.  I am an unemployed person who don't have any future and burden for society not for society but for all humanity.  Sometimes I think why God create a person like me who don't have any quality.  I have done M.A English in 2011 but I am not good in English, my parents have spent lot of money on me but still I don't improve myself.  Yes, it is all my FAULT.
        Actually from the very beginning of my childhood, I just try to find one thing and that one thing is "Truth".  Because of my this desire I have lost many things.  I have lost interest in worldly activity and I neglect my duties.  I am very selfish person who only think of his own salvation  But still I can't find the truth in real sense.  It means I have no qualities.  I have also achieved a great failure in the field of LOVE.  I have no courage to express my emotions in front of anyone whom I love.  I am afraid of society.  I am a great coward and have given only pain to others, because I have just pains, and a person can give only those things which he has that's why I give only pains to others.  How strange is our society, it never allow a true love, today if I am a coward then it is because of our society and its people of rigid mindedness.  Because our society don't like changes, it don't like newness, because new is always challenging  curious that's why newness needs intelligence and love and here in this world there is no one who has good feeling or intelligence.  Every bad thing is made for me, I am the greatest sinner that's why I always troubles in my life.  Today, I am not writing anything I am just taking out my frustration.  Because it gives me very much pain, it gives me very much pain, I think these pains are because of myself.  But I want to release it,  I want to be free of it, I want to get rid of it.  But want to get rid of it.  But it will not leave me, because it is not from only this birth rather it is the collection of my past many births.  The only one thing I find is this world and that one thing is pain.  Sometimes I feel my self as a Vladimir of "Waiting for Go dot  who is endlessly waiting for something who is endlessly waiting for someone but it never comes. And it will never comes ever. My all friends got jobs, many have a good job But I don't have any job and because of my inability I have lost a precious person of my life not in one time rather many-times   This person is not anybody it is a kind of feeling which hurt me.  I am a heart oriented person who feels through heart and do everything spontaniouly that is why I am not a good lesson planner because I do only those things which I like, don't do those things which I don't like but my this type of attitude has given a lot of trouble to me.  I think I am a person of uselessness. I don't have any aim of my life I don't have any vision I am just a big Zero I am a loser and that's why I deserve failure.
       Two months before my college Principal addressed us in a non-formal meeting where there is only two to eight boys of our college, he started taking interview of ours and want to know about ourselves and our past achievements, when comes my turn I speak in Hindi and i introduced myself in hindi, and because I introduced myself in hindi in-spite of doing M.A English he told me: "You have done M.A English then why you speak in hindi"  I said, " sir I am not feeling comfortable while speaking English "  He told me that if you can't speak in English then how you teach the students of convent school, you will not survive even in a single day. And he is right I know he is right and I really respect that type of person who shows me the mirror of myself.
       Now I feel myself as a burden to my family because at the stage 22 yrs old I don't have any special thing in me which make me different from other.  Now I find my existence in a trouble. But I have a big Ego of mine which never stops me in spite of these failure in my life I want to face these problem because I want to live and I have endless desires. Because of today, cut through t compititon and because of inflation I find my self in darkness in near future, where there is no light of hope.   And this darkness have stolen my all dreams my dreams of love, truth and beauty.  

A letter to my Friends

Dear Friends,

        If our worldly parents always try to help us then how can we say that our real father will not help us, just listen him,  he exists in your inner body, you just submit yourselves to His will and follow his Guidance, I am sure He will definitely help us because father is always ready to help their children but he don't want from us to waste our time in sitting idle just do work but don't attach with them, the inner voice will guide you and help you, You just follow it and it will change your life and also realise you that your are not any ordinary human being So Just Listen Him
Thanks.

Religion

Today, the society in which we are being living is mixture of many religion, but if we go to the root of any religion we will found that all of these have given same way of life. For example Muslim is not just the name of any religious community rather it is way of life.  Same is with the Hindu, it is also not just a name rather it is the way of life and same is with Sikhism it is also a way of life, in fact all religion is the way of life.
        The great Muhammad Sahib has shown the how to live and also how to die, he is not only the great philosopher but also the great mystic. Thus a true Muslim is one who follow the teachings of Muhammad Sahib.  Same is with Hinduism, it told about the four prospective of life, one is brahmcharya, in which one should follow the rules of Yama, Niyama, asana, Pranayama and Pratyahara and Dhayna and Smadhi.  
        In Yama, a disciple has been told to know and watch every kind of thought through self analysis and also follow some morals like to follow truthful living and to save our Brahmanchaya life.  After Brahmachraya comes Grashsta means to live a family life where one get married with some one and ive a life of honesty and truthfulness and also follow the teachings of his/her Guru.
         After Grashsta comes Vanaprasta in which one live out the worldly place for the search of truth.  In this kind of life one lives in a solitude and observe the silence and tried to apply another parts of Yoga that is pratyahara means to detach ourselves and go into the deep down of our mind.
        After Pratyahara one will follow the last two part of Yoga in which through Dhayana in which one realize the real self of his/her and after Dhayana the person become able to merge with one true existence which is called God, the Supreme Soul or Truth. So this is the Hindu prospective of religion. 
        After the prospective of Hindu comes the prospective of Sikh philosophy. In this our Gurus told us to follow a truthful living and live a simple life but to follow high moral character and live a spiritual life.
         Thus briefly we can say that religion is the "transformation of self" from the wrong identity to the right identity and every religion teach us to realize our true self which is not this body rather is beyond this body as Bible says,  "The kingdom of Heaven is within you."

Death

What is death and why it comes?  What is the real cause of death, we don't know about it.  In this world death is the only cruel ruler.  It spares nobody.  Many persons came in this world and many goes.  This earth is not our permanent living place.  Either we know about this thing or not but it is the truth which we have to accept.  But some persons think that after death the soul goes to Heaven and get reward of their good deeds.  But 'Jesus Christ' doesn't talk about this kind of Heaven.  He actually talks about that 'Heaven' where there is no physical image, no divine body and also doesn't have even thoughts.  In Christ's Heaven there is no bondage and also doesn't have any kind of happiness or misery.  Here I want to tell you that both happiness or misery is bondage.  Actually this Heaven(Christ's Heaven) is full of pleasure and pleasure is beyond happiness and misery.  You are now thinking about that my topic is death and I am talking about Christ's Heaven.  Actually these two things are linked with each other.  Death gives us chance to realize that this world is not true.  It is only a Shadow of our mind and only 'mind' is the real maker of this world.  'Vivekananda' talks about this in his literature that the whole world is guided by the Universal Mind.  What is universal Mind?  I know most of us don't know about it.  Before reading Vivakananda's literature even I also didn't know about it.  But this universal Mind is not any other dominated personality but it is our own True Self.  All of us have four kinds of bodies.  One is physical body, another is a body of thoughts or called 'Mind', there is also another kind of body which is 'feeling' and 'feeling' guides our thoughts or mind.  But beyond these three kind of bodies we also have a 'Cosmic body' which never destroys and this is our true identity.
        But these three bodies destroy one day but our true Self 'Cosmic Body' never destroys.  If we want to get victory over death we have to realize ourselves and make our selves immortal.  And remember we all are one and that one is everywhere.

BLISS OF GOD

Who is more dominating Death or life?Most of the time we all think about it.Actually it is the question which everyone of us want to get answer. But most of the time we all think about that death is very cruel and life is blessing of God.  But how can we say that 'life' is blessing and death is a curse.  I think death is the bliss of God.  One must have to know about it that it is only a death which told us that this world is not true. Everyone has to face it and everyone has to realize that this world is not true.  Now at that time the question which we have in our mind is if this world is not a truth then what is truth?       Actually everyone of us know about truth but no one of us experience the real truth.  If anyone of us experience it then definitely he will become the Buddha.  If anyone ask me at that time who is Buddha then I will say one who realize himself is Buddha.  And this self realization is the real bliss of God.

The new wave of light

      Life is so complicated that we can not think about it at once.  Sometimes I think that is there any way to know about life or not. It is full of mystic point of view but stop how fool I am, mystic don't have any point of view they are beyond point of view. Same is with Nature it also don't have any point of view rather it is beyond any point of view and Nature is beyond Knowing and Understanding.

The Most Inspirational Teacher of My life

Human beings are not only the social animals rather they are thoughtful, emotional and tactful animals but unlike other animals, we have one thing different that is our power of synthesis and analysis. 

Animals don't have any capability to know about their surroundings and express it through any of the languages.  We can say that animals also feel some kinds of emotions, for instance: the emotions of fear, anger and love.  But it is only the human body to whom the consciousness can realise that the SELF is different from every kind of emotions and only human beings can know about their emotions completely because God has given him or her the power of comprehension through which he or she can judge himself or herself and others.

As I am here endeavouring to analyse the understanding power of human beings, thus, today, I am also trying to present my understanding of a good teacher.  

As we all know that it is only the human beings who can think and feel deeply and there are some persons who develop their thinking and feeling capability so much that they become a role model or an inspiration of our life.  In my life, I  also got inspiration from someone and that one is my favourite teacher Prof. Sunil Aggarwal who is a teacher of Political Science.

If I will get a chance to say something about him then I think my words don't have any power to express his Personality. 

Actually, his persona is beyond the limits of words, because he knows about human Nature very deeply and minutely.  When the first time, I met him that was a day of a change for me because at that moment, I was looking for my own independent existence as a student.

He was sitting in a chair and I and my friend Harish were seeking admission in B.A because we didn't get good marks in +2 class exams as I had got only 47% and my friend got 50%. We both were feeling very bad because of our bad performance in our +2 exams.

Suddenly, we came in front of him and started asking some questions regarding the admission process.  He looked at me in a little bit of anger and asked me about my marks.  I replied that I have got only 47% marks.  Then he said, "You didn't develop any special thing in you." 

I replied, "Sir, but I have a good understanding and awareness of my surroundings."  He smiled and said, "No, you don't have even that."  When he told that thing to me, I feel quite bad. 

But I knew, he was right.  After a long talk with him, I went to the fee counter and submitted my admission form and fee.  

Thereafter, I and my friend went back to our homes. 

But at night, I was just thinking about him.  From the next day, our class started but certainly, my friend said that he wouldn't join that college but his personality so much inspired me that I rejected to go with my friend to join another college.

Now, this was the first day of my college life and it was a great experience for me.  I was now restlessly waiting for Sunil Aggarwal sir's Lecture.  And then in 3rd lecture, he came and told us about some basics of Politics.  

But when he started his lecture, I found that his way of teaching was very different, he was not only teaching us Political Science rather he was also teaching us about the story of 'Mahabharata' through the examples of Krishna & Arjuna and other characters of Mahabharata like Bima, Karna, Yudistra and many other great personalities of Mahabharata.

He taught us Politics in such a dramatic way that we understood it quite easily.

       

But throughout the year, he not only told us about Politics rather he sometimes taught us Psychology sometimes Economics, sometimes Philosophy and sometimes he just taught us about the harsh realities of this world and how to exhibit ourselves.

But I am very much Shy fellow and that's why I didn't ask any question to him.

He always told us that if you want to be a good and intelligent student then ask as many questions as you can.

 Prof Sunil Aggarwal is now not just a teacher for me rather he is now my Best friend.  Because he has good Understanding of Psychology and that is the reason he understands my problems.  

Sometimes, he shocked me because whenever any question arose in my mind but due to fear, I couldn't ask him, then he looked at me and gave the answer to my question.  And he didn't do it only in one or two times rather whenever any question came into my mind before asking it he gave me the answer. 

But how can he do this, this is still a question for me. 

 He is very much state-forward in his talking and because of his frankness many times he faced problems.  But he accepts all the problems with a smile.  For me, he is like a Krishna. As Arjuna is nothing without Krishna same way I am nothing without Him.

As I was a doubtful and fearful person that was why he gave me a solution of that type. He told me to raise Doubts as much as I can and face my fear and worries but not to run from it.  

He knew that I was a head cum heart oriented person and he understood me better than my own self.  He is my favourite because he understands me. I have no words to say thanks to Him because thanks word is very small and his deeds are quite big. Today is A Teachers' Day and it is my little endeavour to say thanks to Him.  

Nature is the Great Artist

Struggle of Existence

The life is becoming so complicated, and we are running after desires, desire of money, desire of name, desire of good life partner  but these desires can or cannot be fulfilled.  Now  I am just putting a question is front of my own self, the question is it is whom who desires?  Is it me or my body or my own Existence.  I think I cannot be able to give the correct answer of this question.  After reading so  much books,  still I don’t  got any answer of this question.  While sitting Quietly, I just tried to observe that it is who, who creates desires.  Is  it me? And if it is me then why I am creating these desires because I know that I am immortal and throughout my this journey I just found that it is my ego which every time took me back to this worldly place.

                                                     Upnishad says that there is not world and here whatever we saw is just a shadow as Plato has said that the whole world is only a ‘Shadow of Shadow.’ Infact the whole theory of Vedanta says that there is only one “Brahman.”  The Upnishad says it is HE(Rudra) as a personification of Brahman  dwells in the creatures, and burning with fury at the end of time he as lord dashes to pieces all created things. There we also found the existence of Atama (The Soul ) or Jiva Atama(Individual soul) In that we found later that the Individual soul don’t have its Independent existence but the One Ataman which is also called the Supreme Soul or as the real Self has its own Existence without having any desire.

                                                   Later where one side “Vedanta” believed only on one Brahaman and it say only realize thy self , but on the other hand some school of thought in “Purana” in which it has been said that there are many individual soul which are not like the Supreme one  but they are also immortal just like the Supreme Soul but then the question which arise on my mind is if they are also immortal then they are also the truth because what I think if anything left after death  then it means it is The Truth.

                    Vivekananda  a great philosopher and Spiritual teacher of his time said that we are separate only when because we have egos but truly we all are part of one Existence, and every soul realize it sooner or later then it means we all are one,  it means there is only one who exist,  but that one is Whom? This question is so much complicated that  in beginning I am talking about this question and at end I also put up this question. But one thing which I realized today that is “we all are one”.  And this Oneness cannot be realized through reading Books because these books of every spiritual master are just the record of their  Experiences  but  we cannot realize the Truth through other's Experiences. Today the whole humanity is looking for rest and we only take rest in our own "True Self." But how can I realize it? I think it is very easy but very Difficult.

Curiosity to Know through Games

Whenever I think about Games I go back my childhood, these days are very good memories for me, we always tried to invent the new games and then we forget ourselves in Games.Games are very Important in our life, it not only gives us mental joy but also physical fitness and we humans learn many things through Games. That is the reason Children learn many things from Games.When we are in our childhood we like to play games and at that time Games are not just games for us rather it is more than any game, whenever I tried to observe or Watch children I have found that they know only one thing that is pleasure. They do everything just for the sake of pleasure.Their mind is also full of curiosity and through their curiosity they also feel a kind of joy and every person felt it in his/her Childhood. That is the reason Wordsworth says" A child is the father of His father."
For them everything is new, they saw the whole world as a new book, just like when a person who is fond of books saw any new book in a library or a book in a news stall he/she felt a new kind of curiosity and joy and when we open this book then it is totally new for us, same is the case with a child, for a child the whole world is just like a new book and he/she either don't have any experience still he/she feels happy because he/she has a deep desire to know everything, that is the reason when we saw any small lad we saw that he/she tried to know everything through tasting,  every child when saw a new thing then the first thing he/she do is to take it to his/her mouth, it was his/her first experience this Experience continued through the whole of his/her life, yes but then he/she never need to taste anything.

Life Or Death

Many times I think about life and death, And sometimes I find it as two opposite things but its concept  is not as  much easy as I think.Whenever I have thought about myself I find that like all other human-beings I also will died,and this feeling of death gives me a kind of fear and when I read any newspaper I saw there is no place where death is not.Two months before I was reading my sir's 'blog' 'Ghar ma ho' in which he has written a article 'Death' and when I read this I have found that there is no person who don't afraid of death and it is death's fear which force us to earn money and to run after money and it is the real truth for all of us.
                                             But it is the truth of one side and there is also another side of death which is not very much known by us. Infect truth has always its two side, but here I don't means to say that there is many truth rather truth is always a 'One' and it always be' The One' and that is Life, yes I means to say Life because when there is end of one life there is also one beginning of another life and it always continues.
                                             But then I feel some new kind of things and that is I myself , I saw that these all things are false because it is momentary but there is some one who always Exists and it is called Witness by Osho rajneesh and witness never dies it always exist.And now I am coming to the conclusion that Life and Death both are false.But not for those who things themselves a body or mind or a thought  and we all feels that we are body thats why we are away from 'truth'.