On 11 Nov 2012 is a day of ordinary living like other days and I have not done anything special which give me satisfaction but still today I feel happy because today I read Osho and whenever I read him I feel a kind of pleasure because he is so much clear with his ideas and his point of view and he didn't care anybody and was a great thinker and reformer who is a first person who told change your inner Nature not through supression but through acceptance and Understanding. As I am very much a emotional fool and many times I am in trouble because of it. For a person like me Osho is like a new wave of light who show a new path. But is it possible I ever been happy without any support. Either it is Vivekanada or Osho or J Krishnamurti the truth that these philosophies are not followed by today's people. Osho is most reformist type of thinker who didn't care for society who only follows the Nature and was so brave that he inspite of so much criticism in his life never leave his way of living and his philosophical point of view.
But in today's topic I am not here talking about Osho or the great Philosophers rather today I am talking about the game of mind. How clever the mind is actually it never want to die and it dies when there is not problem and thats why our mind created problems again and again. I have remembered those days of my life when I was a child and I only cares for one thing that is pleasure. I just want pleasure and nothing else. And sometimes I have been badly beaten by my father because of my irrational way of living. But it didn't matter to me at that time and only one thing matter at that time for me is to enjoy to play and to play everyday. But I knew I never hurt anybody even in my childhood neither physically nor mentally but if any one hurt me then I also hurt definitly it was my philosophy of life at that time but now I never want to hurt any one but Yes I have many desires which sometimes make me restless, I feel it is because of me. And what is the difference between me and my mind I tried to understand it. Some times I think that the answer of this question is very simple just like CAR and The DRIVER. But sometimes I think why I am so much attach with the worldly people rather I know these people never remain with me everytime still I have a strong attachment with them still I don't able to detach myself with them. Is it my ignorance or my attachment. I have many kind of experiences of my life and these experiences told me not to follow anybody just be with yourself but still I am so much attach with these worldly relations and these relations creates trouble for me but I know if I want to detach myself from these people then I have to live with them. Because if we really want to be disinterested type of person then one thing is required that is to live like lotus flower as it never get contact with the water in-spite it always live in water but water don't have any impact on it.
But is it really a easy task that is the question???????........
But in today's topic I am not here talking about Osho or the great Philosophers rather today I am talking about the game of mind. How clever the mind is actually it never want to die and it dies when there is not problem and thats why our mind created problems again and again. I have remembered those days of my life when I was a child and I only cares for one thing that is pleasure. I just want pleasure and nothing else. And sometimes I have been badly beaten by my father because of my irrational way of living. But it didn't matter to me at that time and only one thing matter at that time for me is to enjoy to play and to play everyday. But I knew I never hurt anybody even in my childhood neither physically nor mentally but if any one hurt me then I also hurt definitly it was my philosophy of life at that time but now I never want to hurt any one but Yes I have many desires which sometimes make me restless, I feel it is because of me. And what is the difference between me and my mind I tried to understand it. Some times I think that the answer of this question is very simple just like CAR and The DRIVER. But sometimes I think why I am so much attach with the worldly people rather I know these people never remain with me everytime still I have a strong attachment with them still I don't able to detach myself with them. Is it my ignorance or my attachment. I have many kind of experiences of my life and these experiences told me not to follow anybody just be with yourself but still I am so much attach with these worldly relations and these relations creates trouble for me but I know if I want to detach myself from these people then I have to live with them. Because if we really want to be disinterested type of person then one thing is required that is to live like lotus flower as it never get contact with the water in-spite it always live in water but water don't have any impact on it.
But is it really a easy task that is the question???????........
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