I got my self

       After a long time finally I got my self, now I realize that fear is just a psychological illness nothing more and if we can face our fear then we would come to know that it was just a emotion like a flow of river which comes and goes itself and we are the permanent observer of that river of emotions.  Two days before I was reading the book of J krishnamurti "Think on these things" in which he said if you have a courage to stand alone and you have enough intelligence to inquire and not accept any thing as any other person told you then it means you are in a process to attain the real Wisdom.  These things seems much easy but actually are much difficult but when one is able to practise it then we come to know that it was only when we don't accept our psychological illness and all the time supress it just to prove that we are very much strong rather if we leave everything and just start to accept it and explore ourselves as we are then we came to know that we are indifferent from all situations.

A book Review of the book of Biography of Vivekananda which I read during our winter break plz if any one who read it give some suggestions

The Biography of Swami Vivekananda his East and West Disciples. (Book Review)

       This Book is based on the life of Swami Vivekananda and his Struggle to know the Truth.  For me, this book is much close to my heart because I also have a deep desire to know the truth.  In this book, the main focus of the Author is to show the life Struggle of Vivekananda as well as his deep desire to know about God and His Existence.  The first very moment when I started reading it, I found a great strong perspective about this book as the Author presented every event of the life of Vivekananda very much systematically and all the aspect of writing a biography has been followed minutely.  The beginning of this book is very much appropriate and the Author has done full justice with his work by showing various aspect of His life.  The personality of Vivekananda has been described very much Excellently through showing various incidents of His lifelike showing childhood incident when it has been said by the Author that he was very much restless during his childhood and couldn’t sit for even a single moment. The characteristic of Vivekananda’s mother has been well described and also told about her religious life.  The author here in this book not only shown the Characteristic of only Vivekananda rather he also has told us about His Guru Ramakrishna Paramahansa who was a mystic man.  The meeting of Vivekananda and Ramakrishna was very much heart touching and many times it seemed as Ramakrishna knew everything about Him.  The speech of Vivekananda at Parliament of Religions in America is very deep and Author has done full justice to represent it wholeheartedly.  In one word I can say this book is very good and it showed the glory of Vivekananda’s learning capabilities and deep Understanding about Jiva and Brahma.

Divine Light

The creation is created by the creator,

We know this very well,

But who is the creator,

Where He lives and how he looks ,

All of us always tried to know this,

But we know that nobody can know this,

Because it is beyond knowing, feeling and experiencing,

When we get the answer of this question then there is no question,

Because then we are nowhere,

And when we are nowhere then who is there,

Nobody knows because there is No-Body.

Desire Vs Deeds.

       One month before our College Principal told us about desire vs deeds, and its equal relations with each other. From the first day of  college I got much inspiration from him and tried to mould myself but I have a problem that is I am very much lazy and most of the time I delay my works continuously.  No doubt I now got realize about my weaknesses but still It seems how to overcome it. I think I am not able to understand my weakness that's why I am not able to over come it.  But that day I got very much clearing in my mind that if we want to fulfil our desire then our deeds must be done skillfully. And both desire and deeds related to each other and most of the time my Father also told me this thing to me if you want to fulfil your desire and overcome it and want to live a life of contentedness then you have to do your deeds excellently.  And in Gita Lord Krishna also told us that we have to do our duty and do work for only work sack.  Guru Nanak Dev ji also preach the life of truthfulness and dutifulness   But it seems I am an Impractical person who is like a donkey full of load of books but don't have any practicability in me but I will try to change my self.  I can't promise it because promises are made to be broken so I just try....................
       Osho is the great philosopher who very much inspires me and many times when I was so much disturbed I starts reading his book Emotional Wellness which is very much inspiring book and based on human psyche.  Osho said that if you want to overcome your weakness then you have to accept your weakness as it is but sometimes a fear arise in my heart that if some one judged me wrongly.  But another time I relax my self by saying that it is not my problem.  What ever is my problem I will got the solution because I have started my journey from mistakes to learning and from learning to understanding and from understanding to Disinterestedness and I can say it that I am a true observer of my self, and I have only one quality in me that is I accept my weakness as it is.

Diwali II

     On 13 November 2012, was a day of Diwali and I was listening the sounds of crackers and bombs.  These sounds gave a kind of happiness as if there was someone who was celebrating his or her birthday as if India win a final victory of world cup but it was not the victory of world cup rather the victory of truth.   We all know Diwali was the day when Rama came back to Ayodya his native place and because of this Diwali celebrated but the question arises who is Rama and who is Sita then the answer came in my mind Rama is God and Sita is The Soul and Ayodhya a place where there is no sorrow.   Two years before I read a book which "The real meaning of Ramayana" in which The author said that Hanuman is the Guru, Rama is the God and Sita is the Soul and Ravana is the Mind and lanka is the Body, thus the give me very much clear view about the real meaning of Ramayana and the real objective of writing this book.  
       Thus from that point of view I came to realize that Ayodhya is not any Physical place rather it is a place where there is no sorrow.   How great the objective of Tulsi Das who through writing Ramachritramanas told deep knowledge to us.   From my childhood my father always told me about Rama and his life story and many a time I asked him what was the cause of the victory of Rama over Ravana, then he told me because Rama has a Victory Chariot  then I asked him about the characteristic of the victory chariot then he told me bravery, patience, are the two wheels of that chariot.  Truth and Calmness of mind are the flags of that chariot, strength and Vivek(spiritual intelligence), and keen to do welfare of other are the three main quality of that Chariot, Remembrance of God is like the driver of the Chariot, understanding, awareness, watchfulness are the glory of that chariot.............there after there are some more thing which he told me but I forgot it.  He still now told me that a person who has these qualities in him and her definitely succeed one day.

Swami Vivekananda

       Swami Vivekananda the great philosopher of East and my Favourite thinker and spiritual preacher as well as master. During my childhood I like him the most and when I saw a film made on him then I realize the glory of his desire for the search of truth.  Why I like him the most because I also have a burning desire to know about the truth since my childhood.  And whenever I saw the social Evil of our society then I found it is only Swami Vivekananda's teaching which can wipe out these social evil.  The first thing Vivekananda had told us is to be physically strong enough so that we can face any problem.  He told that if we want to know about the glory of Lord Krishna and his teaching of The Gita then the first thing you have to do is to do Exercise daily and make ourselves physically strong and play Football but although I do excercise daily but I don't anything about this game i.e. Football and many times I tried to learn something about this game but don't able to play properly.  Vivekananda was very much clear in his mind and he knew the problem of this society and also know what is the solution of these problem.  Actually he knew the super conscious mind who is the one who Every time exists. And that is the reason he knew much than psychology because psychology only talks about conscious mind,  Unconscious mind and subconscious mind but only The Master of mind who know about the Super conscious mind.  Vivekananda's spiritual master Ramakrishana Pramahans was the great mystic personality, how can I tell or write about him because his personality is beyond any explanation and I also don't have much intelligence to tell about him if I have then also I can not tell about him because he is beyond HEAD he is beyond THINKING...........  

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