I got my self

       After a long time finally I got my self, now I realize that fear is just a psychological illness nothing more and if we can face our fear then we would come to know that it was just a emotion like a flow of river which comes and goes itself and we are the permanent observer of that river of emotions.  Two days before I was reading the book of J krishnamurti "Think on these things" in which he said if you have a courage to stand alone and you have enough intelligence to inquire and not accept any thing as any other person told you then it means you are in a process to attain the real Wisdom.  These things seems much easy but actually are much difficult but when one is able to practise it then we come to know that it was only when we don't accept our psychological illness and all the time supress it just to prove that we are very much strong rather if we leave everything and just start to accept it and explore ourselves as we are then we came to know that we are indifferent from all situations.