The Gift of Smile

I want to smile,

Yes I want,

but can't,

Really I can't.

                    Why it is so?

                    Because of lack of sociability,

                    yes lack of sociability.

Though I try to smile,

When people are passing,

In front of me,

they are smiling.

And they are accepting,

perhaps,

I will also return a smile to them.

                   But I can't,

                   though I try,

                   really I can't,

                   though I try.

I smile in loneliness,

I smile when I was alone.

I smile when I was at my home,

                    But I can't do so,

                    when I am in society.

                    Why I can't?

                    Don't know.

                    Really I don't know.

Thinking of the past and present,

correlating the past with present,

living like a watch,

which tells the time to everyone.

                     But can't smile;

                     Why it can't?

                      I don't know.

                      Really I don't know.

                      How can I know?

Sorrow & Happiness

I am sad,
Yes I am, 
But why?
            Why I am sad?
            Trying to find the answer,
            What is the cause?
            Why it is so?
            How I overcome it?
            And how to live the state of bliss?
I find the the answer now,
Yes I find,
It is very simple.
To live in present,
To avoid thinking of future.
To stop indulging in day-dreaming.
            Though it seems easy,
            but very difficult,
            but not impossible.
            Because every problem has a solution.
            Happiness is a state of mind,
            And mind is a store house of desires.
            To achieve the state of mind 
            of happiness is only possible
            if we have lack of desires.

Thoughts, I and You.

Thoughts are coming,
Thoughts are going,
But from where it comes,
and where it goes,
I don't know.
I don't know.
                    But now I know,
                    The thoughts are nothing,
                    it comes because of desires.
                    And it goes with sacrifice,
                    Love give us happiness,
                    And Happiness comes from heart.
                   So I feel proud to love someone.
Who is very close to my heart,
But very far from my materialistic self,
And now I feel she is in me,
And I am in her,
And we both are one.
And that one is everywhere...............