Sunday, December 14, 2014

I can see you with a smile though you don't know






There is a distance,
 a distance,
created by me,
Just to hide myself.

                          Showing as sick,
                          looking as stranger,
                          not giving attention,
                          though it seems,
                          you are smiling,
                          in the clouds.

I can see your face,
in the clouds,
your golden eyes.
Your brown hair.
Yes I can see you.

                         Though you are far from me,
                         still I can feel you,
                         in my breath.

Yes I can see your eternity.
You look like the Goddess 
holding weapon in your hands.

                         I can see you with a smile,
                         though you hide yourself 
                         but still I can see
                         the smile and love
                         you have for me.

Your golden eyes looks like the sun,
your brown hair looks like the clouds,
your fair face looks like the sky,

                        your angry face looks like the thunder,
                        thousands of people die
                        in Kedarnath because you are angry.

I want your shelter,
Oh! love of mine,
Don't forget me
because I still look at you,
with a distance
though you don't know
but I can see you
in the face of my mother,
in the face of every living things.
you are guiding me,
smiling and laughing.

                   I afraid because of your strange smile,
                   but you are looking towards me with a sweet smile,
                   though you are very far from me,
                   but still smiling in the clouds,
                   yes I can see you,
                   I can see you in every person
                   Who is doing good deeds.

I can see you in the form of helper of humanity,
I can see your smile, though you don't know.
I can see your eternity though you don't know.


Saturday, December 6, 2014

Door

Open the door,
She said.
Open the door.
                       What happen!
                       What happen!
She asked.
"Why are you crying?"
The girl enters the room.
Mother, Oh! Dear Mother.
I want to play,
but I don't have any friend.
                       The mother smiles.
                       Dear Oh! Dear.
                       Make a friend like you.
                       Make a friend like you.
The girl smiles.
Thank you Ma'ma.
But how to open the door 
of society. 
                     The mother don't have any answer.
                     She just look at her daughter with an empathy.



Friday, November 28, 2014

The Gift of Smile

I want to smile,
Yes I want,
but can't,
Really I can't.
                    Why it is so?
                    Because of lack of sociability,
                    yes lack of sociability.
Though I try to smile,
When people are passing,
In front of me,
they are smiling.
And they are accepting,
perhaps,
I will also return a smile to them.
                   But I can't,
                   though I try,
                   really I can't,
                   though I try.
I smile in loneliness,
I smile when I was alone.
I smile when I was at my home,
                    But I can't do so,
                    when I am in society.
                    Why I can't?
                    Don't know.
                    Really I don't know.
Thinking of the past and present,
correlating the past with present,
living like a watch,
which tells the time to everyone.
                     But can't smile;
                     Why it can't?
                      I don't know.
                      Really I don't know.
                      How can I know?

Sorrow & Happiness

I am sad,
Yes I am, 
But why?
            Why I am sad?
            Trying to find the answer,
            What is the cause?
            Why it is so?
            How I overcome it?
            And how to live the state of bliss?
I find the the answer now,
Yes I find,
It is very simple.
To live in present,
To avoid thinking of future.
To stop indulging in day-dreaming.
            Though it seems easy,
            but very difficult,
            but not impossible.
            Because every problem has a solution.
            Happiness is a state of mind,
            And mind is a store house of desires.
            To achieve the state of mind 
            of happiness is only possible
            if we have lack of desires.

Thursday, November 20, 2014

Thoughts, I and You.

Thoughts are coming,
Thoughts are going,
But from where it comes,
and where it goes,
I don't know.
I don't know.
                    But now I know,
                    The thoughts are nothing,
                    it comes because of desires.
                    And it goes with sacrifice,
                    Love give us happiness,
                    And Happiness comes from heart.
                   So I feel proud to love someone.
Who is very close to my heart,
But very far from my materialistic self,
And now I feel she is in me,
And I am in her,
And we both are one.
And that one is everywhere...............

Monday, October 27, 2014

Jalebi Wali Diwali.

What a great day it is!  I have observed many things and also observed the extremism of human errors.  Yes, errors are our great teachers, and perhaps it is our errors which help us to realize that we are still learners though we are boasting that we have learnt everything but, in reality, we learn only one thing i.e CONDITIONING. 

Whatever we are conditioned to do, we do that and if we are not properly commanded then the outcome will be negative just like Google Search Engine.  

Same thing happens with me today (23-10-2014).  I, my father and my uncle are sitting in the room and suddenly, I was told to take Milk from the market and also being commanded to purchase some jalebies. 

At that time, I was thinking of something else. Then again my mother told me to go hurriedly and bought One and a half Kg of milk and some jalebi but the tragedy is no one told me how much to purchase.  

Then, I went to the market and purchased one and a half kg of milk.  

There is also a thought which struck to my mind i.e to purchase jalebi but how much? 

It is still a question!

And I also don't have a mobile to ask my father.  Suddenly a thought struck in my mind that my father told me to buy as much that we can eat in two to three days.  

So I decided to purchase 3 kg jalebi. And then I reached at home.  My sister is waiting outside the home and was very happy.  

She told me, "You have purchased so many things. Very good."  

I told no I purchased only jalebies as I was told.  

She told with anger and said, "How dare you to purchase so much amount of jalebi!"  

Then I was told to go back and return 2 kg but the shopkeeper refused to take it back and I also didn't argue because it was my mistake.  

The jalebi took my Diwali in trouble! 

I was also feeling very embarrassed how such kind of stupidity was done by me!  

But this situation has taught me a lesson i.e use your presence of mind and don't indulge in daydreaming.  

Though we learn these things in our childhood still sometimes these kinds of stupidity is being done by us unconsciously......perhaps because we still have a child in us who wants to see the sky and forget all the worldly deeds.

Thursday, October 16, 2014

Knowledge

Knowledge! Knowledge! Knowledge!
Where it is?
How it can be acquired?
No body knows & still everybody thinks he has Knowledge.

                    Can it be acquired?
                    Can it be gained?
                    Can it really be possible?

I don't think so,
I don't think so.

                     It can only be explored,
                     Through freedom to think,
                     through freedom to watch keenly.

But for what to think,
And what to watch,

                 Thinking about our own self,
                 A true Self.

Watching about our own self,
A true Self.

                See God is smiling,
               because he also want from us to do so,
               But why he is sad?
               Why he is hiding himself from us?
               Perhaps He is angry from us.

Thursday, April 3, 2014

Politics of India.

       Indian Politics is known as the politics of ethics if we study the past when we give importance to the value system as the empire Raja Bhrat of Mahabharat kal before the dispute of Korvas and Pandwas.  At that time politicians adopt some principles which no one want to break because they have there value system.  But after the Mahabharat age politics is turned into bloody battle of selfishness.  During the time period of Mahabharat kal we found how much it is dangerous and how it can end many people without using any weapon.  But there are also two school of thoughts, one are those who give importance to the truth and and there are other who just want to be in power.  But now in this present age of kalyug where every one knows how to paint his or her face it seems little bit of difficult who is in right or who is wrong.  It is a paint of goodness which seems like good but not good and our social media is also responsible for it.  Actually we give much importance to advertisement. Because today is the age of marketing where every thing can be sold even our own self respect! That is the reason some people are selling there votes, selling there self respect.  What we can accept for those people who are just business man who invest and then want to get profit?  Now politics is not adopt one of those cause in which people want to serve others rather it is now becoming a "science of betrayal" in which we learn how to betray others skillfully.  
     In democratic countries government is chosen by the common man because the actual king of the democratic country is "We" but if king is him or her self is not aware about it then how can he or she can use his power.  And it is also said only intelligent people deserve to live in democracy because if we are not intelligent then we can't know whom of our servant is not doing his or her task honestly.  The politicians are the servant of the common masses and if they have some doubt that they are the master then it must be broken.  

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